Is It Ok To Go Crazy?

The wind is so cold. Winter has been weird. It wasnt even this cold in December. It snowed the other day. Not much though. It was rain sleet and snow together. Schools were out the day before and nothing happened. :-0 I think I'm on CD (cycle day) 31. Not to sure. I have to check my calender. Im resisting a really strong urge to take another test. I think af is around the corner. Either that or Im pregnant and its too early to test. Im going crazy. To test or not to test. Now that is the question. Ugh. And to make matters worse, I have no clue when to expect af because this is my 1st pp af. Any thoughts?